Post by Rabid Seagull on Jul 13, 2007 21:58:58 GMT -5
I deeply appologize for my actions. My anger was out of place an misdirected. I want to directly appologize to Tarnet. I know we have already sorted out our problems, but you dont understand how bad i feel about it.
I was feeling very attacked from most of X-R. Me, SD, and Innos announced the new ranks on July 5th, and almost everyone disagreed. I know that it was overstepping what we are allowed to do. But we needed it. I know some may disagree, but Axis stressed changes and i wanted to prove to myself that i can be an important part of our team. I've always had low self confidence, and after feeling attacked from that, Axis announced this "Ultimatum"...This drove me over the edge. I was incredibly stressed and i put my heart and everything into that decision...and just for Axis to go and take all of my heart and soul, and crush it into the ground and say "this sucks do it again." completly crushed me. And then i thought, what can i do to somehow make this up? so i figured i would let people express who they thought should be upranked. But that was shot down also. And i felt the attacks kept coming. This was my last straw.
Once again, my anger was misplaced, and i greatly appologize to anyone i have offended or attacked. I also wanted to appologize to Axia. We truely did not intend on excluding you. I feel bad about that and i hope you can forgive us for that. All i ask is that we can work together to make X-R the greatest clan we can make it.
Yours Truely,
<X-R>RabidSeagull<3>
I was feeling very attacked from most of X-R. Me, SD, and Innos announced the new ranks on July 5th, and almost everyone disagreed. I know that it was overstepping what we are allowed to do. But we needed it. I know some may disagree, but Axis stressed changes and i wanted to prove to myself that i can be an important part of our team. I've always had low self confidence, and after feeling attacked from that, Axis announced this "Ultimatum"...This drove me over the edge. I was incredibly stressed and i put my heart and everything into that decision...and just for Axis to go and take all of my heart and soul, and crush it into the ground and say "this sucks do it again." completly crushed me. And then i thought, what can i do to somehow make this up? so i figured i would let people express who they thought should be upranked. But that was shot down also. And i felt the attacks kept coming. This was my last straw.
Once again, my anger was misplaced, and i greatly appologize to anyone i have offended or attacked. I also wanted to appologize to Axia. We truely did not intend on excluding you. I feel bad about that and i hope you can forgive us for that. All i ask is that we can work together to make X-R the greatest clan we can make it.
Yours Truely,
<X-R>RabidSeagull<3>
