'Bleed'

[cras]

"Bleed"

I've lost the love of thy,
oh god,
why can't I just die?
To ease the pain,
erase the shame..
of everything I've done.
'cause what would change
If I was gone,
forever,
always,
no more pain,
I'm just a disgrace,
life lived in vain,
just a pace away
from crying again..
don't wanna go on
nothing to gain
so much gone wrong

If only I could turn back time..
erase those faults
and make you mine..
Be mine again,
I miss you badly..
But i can't go back,
can't change it, sadly..
it's all my fault,
I'm sorry still..

Each night I cry,
thinking of you..
and wondering
what I could do
to make you forgive me,
to make you come back..
but there's nothing
my mind's gone black..
I won't go on,
i can't go back,
tonight i'll cry
forever,
more..
tonight,
I'll cry,
wishing I'd die..
And then i shall..

Bleed these open wrists dry,

Goodbye..
Goodbye..

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So I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no-
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe
I breathe,
I breathe...no...more.

(Evanescence - Breathe no more)


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[/\xis]

[glow=white,2,300] When its poems writen by unknown persons, I feel kindof indiferent. But since its a friend who wrote this, tons of questions comes in my mind. Until what level are theses lines inspired from ? What makes you write them ? Are they pure amusements or are they vehiculing a message ? Sorry its probably stupid if its nothing, but I still feel to ask. [/glow]

[SD]

Evanescence - Breathe no more he didn't write it evanescence is a rock band.

[/\xis]

[glow=white,2,300] I know what Evanescense is lol [/glow]

[<3_/λγ]

Nice words from evanescence

[crassy]

swifty said:

Evanescence - Breathe no more he didn't write it evanescence is a rock band.

That's just the last few lines tho ;P
was listening to the song when I wrote that poem and it kinda inspired me so i wanted to put out some credits kinda O.o

+ well, 'bout u ppl thining about it n stuff,
yes, it's been written out of real emotions but the part where it comes to the open wrists / wishing to die,
it might have come to my head in that moment,
but i wouldn't ever even attempt anything like that,
knowing 1. that it would cause other people a way higher amount of pain than what i've felt then n 2nd whatsoever happens no matter how bad it is i still <3 my life kinda and i wont give it away that easy >.>

^^


.cras*

[crassy again lol]

omg.. - all the typos.. *needs sleep*
>.>

ANYWHO..


the 'security check' thingy just said GG to me!

..-> Proof: XGG8U3G

[Innos]

lol

I'm a dumbass

[/\xis]

[glow=white,2,300] Well tell yourself this: you'v got nothing to loose, everything to gain. All you can do right now, is Rise. Take the energy of all what has happened and use it for your own good. Use it to please you! Find the things that are important in your life and Dare doing the steps in order to get them. Often people can help you, but always remember that the greatest help you can get, is from yourself! Its the greatest gift you can give yourself is than to be able to stand up on horrible situation, and face the painfull facts, with hopes and faint in your own Power to achieve your goals no matter what.

And Cras, your such an intelligent person so the World is yours... just Grab it ! [/glow]

[crassy]

Oh i know I'm smart /flex

lol j/k anyways nothing's further than me ever trying to kill myself O.o
Why would i? >.>
Shit happens, life goes on.
It's just that it takes time to get over with stuff happening,
and ofc i don't feel too well 'cause of it sometimes but
there's nothing bad enough to happen that'd make me do that